Dear David,
9:07 PM
after much deliberations, i have finally decided on the three things that i think describe you best:you are the sun - your warmth is calming and overwhelming. you are an energy incarnate; you influence others with your positivity. the sun is literally a burning star: and sometimes i feel like you are on fire (in a good way!) (; because that's how we all ought to live our lives..
you are the moon - this is quite the opposite of the sun, but you are full of contradictions! the moon often exudes a sense of moodiness and connotes change. and you, too, have a mind exploding with different thoughts and ideas. you are unpredictable and hard to read.. sometimes it makes me helpless and lost; you are visibly sad and lonely, and yet i cannot figure out why and i know there is more than one reason to it.
last but not least, you are a star - not just because you have it in your name (; but also because i find the star.. subtle. you have the warmth of a sun, but the glow of a star. it is not intrusive, but very therapeutic. you are charismatic and loved by everyone, but your shine somehow fades into the darkness, like you are afraid to shine (did i get it very wrong..?)
it is funny how i chose everything in the sky - it is almost as though you are so close and yet so far. but it is also telling from the fact that i chose elements of the universe, that you are indeed my universe: because having you renders me all the neccessities in life, and i feel at home.. i really do (:
thank you david, for letting me know that everyone deserves to live a life bursting with love and hope. i have always belived in treating others the same way as they treat you. perhaps not the best motto to have - i know what they say about being even nicer to your foes, but i aint no saint and i cant at this moment. the best i could do is to ignore them. anyway.. my point is.. i try my best to not hurt the ones that i love. sometimes i fail, but i am trying and learning from my mistakes. and i know that people who truly love me will not hurt me. those that do are apparently not my loved ones and are not worth my love. for those who treat me well, i will love them, support them, protect them, respect them, and dote on them. i am not perfect, but i want to be perfect for them (:
and i want to be perfect for you;