Dance Floor Anthem
9:56 PM
i think my life is falling apartbut i'm not saying it with a negative connotation
consider...
the possibility of the pieces of my life
departing from the wrong places that they are at now
and falling into the right spots
it's like card shuffling -
somehow i am in control
but then again;
not.
i feel that everyday i become less and less certain of myself.
what others expect from me, and what i wish for myself.
it shouldn't be this complicated - but it is and that's just too bad.
i've taken too long to accept this fact,
&'ve been through this denial process far too many times.
i think i'm tired.
but do i feel tired..?
since when am i thinking so much?
when there are so many noises in my head; i'd have known to do better.
tamashi.