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9:11 PM
then again, i'm unsure of what to do now.this sudden loss of direction is too overwhelming.
maybe i wont throw a party after all.
too happy an event, too sad a timing.
then again, what am i doing?
giving up so soon? you asked.
maybe it never started, at least in their eyes.
it is merely a child's play, soon over.
but we both know feelings dont just fade.
maybe it'll be much easier that way.
then again, God never said it's easy.
so why should we give a damn? to these complications by them.
it's simply unfair.
now as we leave things behind. hopefully.
when fate permits.
i'm still believing.