random thoughts

1:35 PM

as the oh-so-wonderful mei mei *hmmhmm* i am waiting for my da ge to online xD haha.

after doing the history paper today, i had this strong feeling that it will be the last history paper i am ever going to take LOL well, it's simple: i dont have the knack for humanities although i love the subjects. like honestly i am going to flunk it but the thing is it is just very sad that i suck at humanities but all the subjects are my favourites. say, if there was a choice i wont take science at all because i just suck at it.

come to think of it, my niche area is truly nothing. eliminate dance, language; maybe i am very pro at finishing my breakfast in two minutes and my dinner in five minutes?! and yes, i love fashion! but you cannot count it as my forte. sometimes i just have no idea what on earth i am doing here wasting my time. i am just too desperate to find what i am good at that i think i am doing it all wrong. does it make sense? no. i doubt so. because i have no idea what i am crapping =.=

oh yes! mango tea and minute maid mandarin-pomelade are my new loves! of course, green tea is an all-time favourite. i just realised that too much coffee gives me stomachache, so does milk in the morning. and it is a bad idea to eat chewing gum right after breakfast because it gives you stomachache too )x so much for the experience. ohwells!

OKAY. why isnt there anyone to entertain me ):