let's be emo (:

7:55 PM

saw the advertisement on some dance competition today. DAMN. the age limit is 15. but owells, not like i am going to join anyway. i so suck at dancing

listening to SUMMER SHUDDER as usual, and feeling ultra emo. it's such a sad song, melancholy is the pleasure of sadness. i was so into oxymoron last year (x pun on words... EMBRACE SARCASM PEOPLE! you taught me literature, ahh. i love that day, i still do. sighs! move on girl!

procrastinating ): work doesnt interest me. not in the mood to do anything productive. ~~i'm hopeless.~~ read yiting's blog, and i realised that i am very much living in the past.

loves to the special someone who wants the font colour to be white. it has been like this since God-knows-when. you chose white, the colour representing purity and virtue. maybe that's why you cared so much about what other's say and think of you. what about me. what about me. it doesnt matter, not back then, neither does it mean anything now. because you are just so self-absorbed into something you consider as "dignity" and "reputation". you cannot expect the entire world to like you, so stop thinking that it's gonna make a difference. i dont care about what you had done, for it is in the past. but i want you to know that respect is only earned, when you do something worth other's recognition. trying too desperately for it will do you no good. why are you so obsessed? anyways. zhu ni xing fu. yao hen xing fu (: afterall, i cared, and i still do, but in a different manner. it wont be the same again, but i dont regret or mourn; 'cause its pathetic wallowing in self-pity. NO BIGGIE. wo hui bi ni xin fu xD hee. that's my revenge.