have been real wierd lately; just so not me. i aint paying attention during class, getting lots of weird injuries, less efficient and just plain lethargic. i hate myself like this; maybe i am just still in the holiday mood. anyway getting sick of almost everything so try not to piss me off or else i dont know what crazy things i'll do.
as for chinese talentime, just whatever things. i dont wanna dance anymore. let the rest do it 'cause no matter what i do it just ends up screwed so i'd rather not do a thing. it's not my problem now; the whole thing makes me not wanna dance ever again. so bye bye to that.
just very... gosh, cant even think of a word to describe my mood. messed up like my room. and there's nothing i can do about it. have to be bothered yet dont want to be bothered.
honestly, i wish everything's over. like really really when i say everything.
divine
Then let our trial teach us patience.
reminiscence
coniungere
"Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold."
