i'm hurt.

2:41 PM

i wasn't angry.
i wasn't angry.
so now i am the one who didn't trust you?
flourbabies.
i thought words can't hurt me anymore but i am wrong.
because you always prove me wrong.
flourbabies. flourbabies. flourbabies.
you didn't have the patience; you didn't even give me the chance to explain.
right, maybe there is nothing else left to say.
but you are so wrong because i am trying to be nice.
at least i tried.
but you flourbabies don't even care.
you cared. at least i hope so.
guess i am wrong because flourbabies flourbabies flourbabies.

i wasn't angry and now i am.
i am flourbabies angry.
and you jolly well know why.
now you talk to me about the past.
who you think you are you flourbabies.

i told myself that flourbabies won't hurt me.
at least i wont let flourbabies hurt me again.
yet i am human i ain't some flourbabies like you are.
why can't you understand?
why is everything so wrong?

why am i crying over flourbabies who don't care?

-love wins, love always wins. and i am weeping, turning flour into dough. you wouldn't care, not anymore. why do i only care, now?

you flourbabies flourbabies now my world is whitened by flour all because of you.
and yet you flourbabies blame me for it.
flourbabies, you flourbabies.

i think i have lost the battle.
you chose some flourbabies;
and...
i don't want it to end like this...
why now... tell me why do You let me realise now...
why are You so cruel...
why do i have to be the one who regrets...

why don't i ever get a happy scene...
i ain't the one, it is meant to be that i am just some colour in the background setting...
damn you...
i thought i felt the light on me,
yet it was just an illusion...
yes, the light was on me,
it passed the background so that it could stay in the centre...

damn it. i lost. maybe the battle didn't even begin.