12:32 PM
this morning i talked to yiyin and she asked if ken and i really broke up.well, and it happened to fall on justin's birthday, kinda ironic.
yeah, it's weird that days before ken and i were still talking about how much we love each other and BANG things just change like that.
it's not like i totally dont miss him, i wont lie about that.
but afterall i am the one who asked for the breakup, thinking that it is a sensible move so i have no reasons to be sad over it anyway.
and i am not sad, really.
it may seem like a pity, we've been together for exactly 10 months counting from the day of our breakup. and 10 months worth of relationship just vanishes into thin air. surely love doesnt disappear that way. i must confess it is the feeling which faded off, and i began to wonder if i really know what is love.
it's like...
do i love him?
how do i know i love him?
are you sure you are in love him?
how can you be so sure? it is only a feeling.
prove it, open your brain and see if it is full of hearts.
do you really know what is love?
if not how can you bloody tell him that you love him?
and here's my conclusion.
dont be like Pinocchio you crazy fool.
sorry if i hurt you. i know it is pointless apologising, because i dont even think it hurts you. afterall, your feelings for me faded too. so when you told me that your heart is broken,